camerongreer

when your away my daylight sleeps but when your near it sears through my veins i mean you no harm i just want to hold you close you whisper under my skin nestling in the undergrowth biting back the bounderies kissing all the bruises when your away my daylight sleeps the candles burn slow but smell of gentle wishes torturing me, playfully in a bed, in a dream i mean you no harm i just want to hold you close shivering in the sun my daylight sleeps but sunset brings you calling and i know you'll make me glow i mean you no harm i just want to hold you close

when i hold her in my dreams she crys when i close my mind, her halo blinds me her eyes filled with white roses wither down with lost faith now as i breathe my lips crack with dust as i walk through the streets filled with fools she haunts me hesitating once more i pray i can't lie as she hits me as she spits as she hurls as she looks me straight in the eye and declares herself the queen i can't lie she haunts me

today i woke up sucking my thumb got up, got dressed the mundane routine stumble out to the street again strangers eagerly waltzing by me grey, everything is grey the clouds look dark and heavy like they want to rain but can't they speak to me but no one understands they sing to me like a small town church choir they tell me of their hopes and dreams one wants to be our own messiah they tell me everything but people don't understand the clouds tell me they want lightning to release them, jolt them into life i offer to be their antenna push my arms up to the sky i tense up for the bolt but it never comes the clouds still

Another day she has scraped every pound of energy to lift her head above the water, too see what lay on the distant shore; it has been too long. What is it that waits patiently out there for her and how long will they keep waiting ? Once again submerged in the blackness that blinds every scene. Where she meets his ghost. In constant fear of what she may of left behind her; why did I not turn back ? She is plagued by his grace; I remember you. What did she leave behind, She'd give everything to turn back once more. She walked away from the wrong prince. She lay alone curled up in her shadows, watching as memories dance just beyond her re